Thursday, April 26, 2007
What May Wait Should Wait
It's been a very long time since I posted in a blog. Call it whatever you want. The fact is, I believe this would let me, how should I call it? Be more honest than I've ever been before. It's been proven before that writing in a blog has a therapeutic effect on me. I just wish it would still work.
I guess it would be best if I talk about my present situation. I'm Pamela Marcelo, an upcoming junior in STC QC, an exclusive all-girls private Catholic school in the Philippines. I'm 5'6, have a tall yet not so thin frame(haha), morena, and as cynical and sarcastic as one could be. Of course, the playful kind. Those days are sooo over. If this was a few months ago, I would say that I excel at school. Now, I'd just say that I was different from the others in terms of grades. I didn't really excel that time. Maybe this schoolyear though.
But enough of that. It's currently summer, and that means no school. My current hobbies are sleep, watching tv, surfing the net, reading stuff, daydreaming, and sleeping. Did I mention sleeping? Haha. People who know me would describe me as an extremely quirky yet seemingly quiet and uptight person on the first impression (seemingly being the keyword.) Trust me, glasses and ponytails give an awfully stereotypical impression. I know. I've done away with the ponytail though, unless it's really hot. And it's summer, so that's not an occassional thing either.
My goal this summer is be more confident and self-assured. I have too many insecurities to fix. And as for school, well...my goal would be to take it more seriously and actually start studying. It would be a first, for starters. I haven't really studied seriously my entire life. Call it bragging. I call it honesty. Besides, college is so near. I should start getting ready for it. All the intelligence in the world would be a waste if no one uses it.
I guess this is enough for now. It's almost noon, and I still have some youtube videos to catch up on. :)
