Saturday, June 30, 2007
There's Someone Right Above You
Do the best. Be the best. Live the best.
Mmm. Had another dose of reading ate sandra's blog. I feel intruding...sorta. But I can't really help but read it. It's one of those rare places with almost impossibly inspiring works of literature (more like posts). But it's inspiring all the same. To ate sandra, if this ever reaches her (because she obviously doesn't know me), thanks.
Even though this last month has been nothing but good to me, there was something terribly wrong at work. Too bad was it's been here for a year and I wasn't able to name it. Thankgod I realized it on time though.
There's always someone better than you. Never think you're the best.
That's been my mantra for a long time now, but it just didn't sink in. I've been hanging from pendulum to pendulum, dwelling in my mistakes and suffering periods of emo-istic masochism. I just haven't realized that compared to the whole world, I'm normal. And not in the average sense.
I've been too hard to myself and expecting too much at once. You don't go up there, you climb up there. Not all achievements and names you receive is already earned. Sometimes, you have to earn it to prove that you're worthy of the name. Never think you're there yet.
Everyone is equally smart. What becomes different in the equation is the varying levels of motivation and mindset people have. Mine was awfully ugly lately. What can I say? Wake up, pam.
I want to achieve stuff. I'm a normal girl with abnormally large dreams. And I swore I'd reach them.
You've got to wake up, Pam. You're right down below. Try to at least climb the first step.
