gohd. so exhaused. nnot physically mind you. emotionally...it's been an emotional rollercoaster this week. first was boredom, irritation, fury...you get the point. it's the time when you get to know the other side of people you thought were nice through and through. it almost scares me that i'm able to see those insecurities of people, their selfish intentions and insecure thoughts, even if they don't think anyone can see it. i'm strangely perceptive to this kind of behaviour, because of past experiences. please...don't lie to me. it hurts to think that you don't trust me enough to tell me something that is already obvious. i see right through you.
i was planning to type a raging post, even a teary-eyed one. but right now, i'm too exhausted for words. i'm too drained right now to even cry or be angry. it's just pain and emptiness that's left now.
and i am human. PLEASE do not take me for granted. Smiling faces do not mean someone's happy. They're usually a facade that means they're hurt. People cry inside...and you should know that more than anyone..
