Saturday, August 18, 2007
Laziness is bliss.
So...yeah.
It's another Saturday morning. I was actually planning to post last Wednesday, and it sorta...moved. Typical lazy put-off. One would think I'd be more susceptible to posting since it was suspended classes and exams just ended, but yep. Laziness took a whole new turn.
Classes have been suspended for three days now. It's sorta surreal, because i've started getting used to midnights under a study light in my desk,rock music blaring on my ipod as i studied and worked the night away. The weird thing about it is no amount of sleep was being sacrificed. Most of what i've been doing was tons of sleep and a modicum of study. Yep, mental exhaustion has become a common thing.
Ergo the sudden burst of posting energy. All I've done these past days were to sleep. And who could avoid it? Cold, rainy mornings, afternoons, nights...it's the perfect atmosphere for sleeping. My mom said that it was normal, bar the fact that I still sleep even if the sun is burning.
My psychologist cousin said that I was depressed. My sister attributed it to a bad case of hypersomnia.
I say both.
A lot has happened. Besides the fact that my exams were living nightmares (partly because i slept through my supposedly study hours) two of our teachers are gone now. I sort of feel bad about Sir Abunan, with the heart surgery and all. His passion for teaching was sort of inspiring too. What really jabbed was Ms. Carrasco.
Ms. Carrasco was undoubtedly my most favorite teacher ever. At the beginning of the year I was disappointed, because i was expecting ms. billones to be our teacher. But when I met Ms. Carrasco, it was sort of looking into a mirror,you know? We even look alike. I genuinely enjoyed her lessons and really gave my very best in her subject. I can even remember the amused chats we had when I was seated beside the teacher's table, and the light banter when we teased her about Sir Abunan. Our group even dedicated our storybook for her, for God's sake!
Sorry to say it wasn't too last. And I think she deserves some time. I'm going to miss her, but I know it's for the best.
I'm sort of worried that I'm not going to be an OS. Sort of meaning I'm getting tired of it all. Too much pressure on both sides, I mean. I'm more worried that I'll lose my freedom when the news gets out. But, oh well.
It's really fun procrastinating. Although I'll have to wake up soon; there's still an informal theme and a synthesis reflection to worry about.
I'll be on unofficial blog leave. Our main computer is getting fixed because I sorta...burned the motherboard into nothingness, due to overuse and just plain annoyance. Nut expect a new layout soon. :)
