Today I feel as though I've killed the world. Is this what it feels to go against all of your beliefs in one single swoop? If that's true, I'm screwed.
I feel downright horrible. I can't even cry, for Christ's sake. I feel like I don't deserve to cry, that I'm not even worth it. It hurts, goddamit.
People say I have advice for everything. That I'm so lucky to know what to do in any situation. Why can't I do that now?
Tomorrow is the dance production. I really don't feel like going. I'll do it for ii1. I owe them that much.
