Friday, December 21, 2007
I haven't posted for forever.
Things have been a whirlwind. I've finished all my requirements, got over some preoccupations, and had even survived hellish exams for ALMOST A MONTH. And yet, I haven't posted once. Can you see how messed up that is?
Well, I suppose not. I am just a self-confessed blog addict that has done nothing but abandon posting in her dearly beloved blog. Well, I admit, most of it was out of laziness, but I really didn't have the time. Between all my bouts of long hours of sleep, reading manga and fics, watching movies, daydreaming, whipping up requirements and juggling with inordinate amounts of study materials, there just hasn't been time. But I do feel guilty.
I admit I'm not really in the mood to post now. You can see it with the half-hearted ramblings and the overly done sentences. Or wait, maybe it's just me being self-deprecating and stuff. I may just go macky-ish for a brief second, if you pardon the pun. But I missed you. I really did, even for a brief moment. Or was it two?
This blog has served a really big purpose in my life. I just feel ungrateful for thinking about shutting this down. The emotional trauma is almost gone, so I'm afraid I'd have to place you in my closet for a while, along with my dusty teddy bears and frilly dresses. I am still unable to, however. I think i'm even being a little bit too clingy.
But I love you blog. I really do.
For your sake, I'll tell you a bit about what's happened. Maybe sharing it with you will help. HAHA. We had very grueling exams, which I studied hard for. ( Swear.! I REALLY did!) We went through extreme Xmas shopping in Divi, Had a lot of random gimmicks, bought gifts, gave gifts, received gifts, made a new friend, and FINALLY did my formal theme. The last was the best.
Am I being a drama queen? I don't know when I'm going to post. I honestly don't feel the vibe of posting anymore. I need the rush of emotion. I really do. I just feel horrible right now. I don't know why. This always happens when I'm not the least bit preoccupied.
Who knows when I'm going to post. Perhaps tomorrow, when I become too giddy of shopping or chatting with friends? On Christmas, when I feel like thanking the world or reminiscing about all my past experiences? Perhaps New Year, when I didn't get enough sleep or talk about everything that has changed? Somewhere in the middle of fourth quarter? Never?
Even in an hour later, for Christ's sake? I'm not going to abandon you just like that. I'll even find a way to get you back. I promise. :)
And with that said, this blog will be IN HIATUS.
