Friday, February 15, 2008
Post-valentine blues. :/
Well, dun dun dundun. :P
I easily get jealous. It's one of those human traits I just can't seem to get rid of. Well yup, I'm a spoiled brat. :)
It's weird to think that other people lead perfect, picturesque lives, like straight out of a cartoon. It makes me wonder; do people really like to sugarcoat things? Come on, no one's life can be perfect...right?
Here I go on being unsatisfied again. Dammeet. Get over it, iha.
Oh yeah, I spent Valentines' day in Manila Zoo, with a cute kid named Ryan, i think. It was a weird experience. I felt like a mom waiting on a kid. My god. Single Awareness day, my foot. :P
The weird thing was it was a sad Valentine's day. I mean, people were crying all over the place. So I dragged people into a random Starbucks rendezvous for the hell of it. Cheer them up a bit to relieve stress, right? So we ended up in a spindly round table in Starbucks: just the four of us.
The guys just bought some ventis and shared, and a choco chip grande and banoffee pie for me. :D And it really was Single Awareness Day.! There were no couples in sight. There were mostly college students and business people with their funky little laptops and thick books.
I want to go the mall. I want to buy a shirt. I want to buy a new pair of earrings. I need new shoes. I wish my new glasses would be shipped faster. Damn banana republic specs. I want the new issue of meg to come out. I want a MacBook. I want to get high school over it. I want a dorm. I want new clothes. I want my effing mall life back.
And I'm grounded. I'm broke. Some smart ass decided to steal all the money in my wallet and not leave a trace.
My grades are an ass. My enthusiasm meter needs a kick in the shin.
MYGOD. Can hell be even worse?
Dundundun. Maybe it's not just valentines' blues. :P
I still want that cool-looking shirt, dammet.
