Fine, I admit it. I feel like review school is part gold, part crap. On the bright side, there's the advantage of relishing virtual summer school; all the requirements and teachers with their fast paced blabla can be annoying, but you can feel more secure and motivated about studying and passing UP, Ateneo, La Salle, and UST.One could even say that since I really don't know anyone in the class beforehand, I can focus more on studying.
But that's the point. I don't really know anyone.
Fine, I'm already comfortable with my batchmates. I even get to hang out and talk animatedly with Lara and Archie when we're alone. But there's no real connection there, is there? There's just no spark. In the end, there's still the fact that you're not as comfortable with them compared to your usual crowd.
I miss my schoolfriends. I miss iii1, dammit. I miss Pauiie and her inextinguishable perky personality, Jelee's almost comical criticisms, Paula's refreshing frankness and approachable demeanor, Beyiia's mood-raising sunniness, Tin's carefree attitude, Belle's uniqueness, Fixi's daily rants about school life and teachers, EVERYTHING. They all make my day.
Here I'm left out with the inanity of studying, studying, and more studying.
I really regret not going to a review school with my classmates in it. I MISS THEM.
And here I thought I'd nowhere be enthusiastic about school at this time of the year.
