UPCAT's less than a week away. It's become too surreal for me to believe it.
We had Grand Review today. Total brain damage. I was banging my head on the table almost all the time. Shitty logarithm stuff and SohCahToa mumbo jumbo. They just can't make my day.
On the other hand, it was a fun reunion. Total laughtrip. Koi and the guys were really funny, plus that person was funny as usual. And it actually gave me some inspiration to study.
I still can't find time to do my Ateneo essay. I'll do it tomorrow. I swear. I SWEAR. As in, an I-need-to-do-it-to-prove-that-I-can-have-inspiration-for-college swear. I want to get a good slot for Ateneo, seriously.
I have my UST Application already. I think it's going to be Accounting, with Psych as my second choice. My brother's going to get the La Salle form, finally. My mom'll give me the Miriam form sometime this week.
This week's going to be mastery. Next week it'd be exams.
Stress, stress.
Tomorrow I'm going to relax and go to the mall. Buy a Starbucks or something. Get that new jacket I've been fawning about for weeks. Stare at that perfectly lovely ODM watch. Find a good slot to watch Dark Knight right after the UPCAT. Sleep.
I've got to remind myself that the UPCAT shouldn't intimidate me. I just have to prove that I had what it takes to get into UP. In the end, this is just me. The me right now wouldn't really study meticulously about stuff like this. The me right now wouldn't take an absence just to study. I'd manage it the best way I can. If I don't pass, then maybe I'm better off not getting into UP. :)
On Tuesday we're going to have the Research monologue thing. :) Fun, fun.
