Saturday, January 17, 2009
I didn't need to pass you, UP. I never wanted it. I would have borne all the family shame happily...patiently. But you just had to defy me and place my random name on that STUPID list. I HATE IT. Now my dream school's almost floating away. You're making it all the more complicated.
Ok I should stop being bitter. I'm not that angry anymore. I should be happy...in a way. At least they deemed me worthy to enter their crusty dilapidated ARROGANT walls. That should mean something.
But that doesn't mean I should go there. I'll deliberate to exhaustion. But not now. I need to prove excellence in SOMEWHERE ELSE RIGHT NOW. The clock is TICKING!!!
And with everything to do, I may not even get to college. ANG RAMING GAGAWIN, SHIT.
read science digest
read computer magazine
finish senior's ball
summaries for term paper
related lit diagrams for research
elective paper chs. 1-4
elective paper stats
closing prayer for english week
apollo costume
ms. calero annual description
article on summer health
I need to finish all of this and fix my life. NOW.
