Shit ko, ngayon ko lang un narealize. ANG WEIRD KO. Feeling ko ung nagbabasa nito, sa tingin rin sa kin weirdo. Kasi naman ngaun ko lng narealize un, dba. OO NA PAULA, pagtawanan mo na ko. HAHA.
At eto pa. I'm actually thinking of shifting to ME. I got the stats for the passing rate of Eco-H, Mgt-H, and ME the other day. Magkalapit lang pala ang hirap ng Eco-H at ME. And they have identical curriculums for freshman year. And a tiny voice told me na hello, bakit pa ako masustuck sa Eco-H? ME is more practical from any angle. And I've got my parents' go signal. This is the only problem.
Pangatawanan ko daw. Which means, no backing out. No excuses. Kung bumagsak ako, I'll never live it down. Each moment will count. There can be no moment for hesitation, for rest, or for excuses. I have to endure it for God knows when.
So if ever I make this decision, mabubuhay akong mongha for 4 years. Inclusive of summer, kasi walang summer ang ME. Makakasama ko ang ilan sa mga greatest minds ng Ateneo at Xavier at pati sa paaralan ko. Magpapakamatay ako sa mga Accounting subject na killer sa Ateneo. At magsusunog ako ng maraming pera sa business practicum ko.
Do you see why I can't make a mistake?
I don't want to be overconfident. And it would take months of soulsearching if I really want to find an answer....kaya ko ba ito?
Two weeks of decision-making cannot give justice to a whole lifetime's path. DUH. At mapipilitan akong ipagkasya un.
